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Thank you.
You know when cars overheat? You're driving along, you hear some put-putting, and pull over to the side of the road where the car conveniently decides to crap out? Frustrated, you get out of the car on a 90 degree, sun blazing day, pop the hood, and all of this smoke and steam comes pouring out into your already hot face? My head/brain/life are that car right now. I am experiencing a condition that I am dubbing "life overload".
Let me explain. I am in love with post-its. When I need little reminders, I jot them down on post-its and tape them to things like my cell phone, wallet, or desk (places I know I won't overlook). Then, as I do each task, I just roll that sucker up and throw it away. So awesome, these post-its. However, in the last few weeks/days, my desk has become covered with post-its and I have resorted to the high school days of writing things on my hand since I have no room left for post-its. Some things to do include some of the following:
- Homework -- F. I have no time for it/desire to do it.
- Make photo prints for my ever expanding photography business - which is another thing to write about....oof.
- Buy frames
- Matte, frame, take to Funky Beehive and The Hill
- Meeting to form the Protek Gear LLC
- Sailing for three days this weekend when I should be doing any of the above
- Get work at real job done...F. See prior blogs to get my stance on that.
- Finish unpacking my room from my move last weekend
- And more that are on other post-its at home, purse, car.
- Keep in mind that all of these, especially the photography things, take a LOT of time to do and usually cost a pretty penny.
Things that are stressing me out to the max:
- Lack of spare time/energy/focus to do any of the above things
- Calendar filled up for entire summer, minus 4 weekends
- Above includes a lot of travelling
- Lack of resources, aka, MONEY.
- I think I am starting to have an anxiety attack right now thinking of these things, so I am going to stop with this list (there is a lot more)
So, to begin Life Overload therapy, instead of doing ANYTHING that I needed to do last night, I decided to make use of the massive jacuzzi tub in my new house (I moved last week). There is a skylight right over the tub, so I had a nice hot, bubbly soak while the rain fell on the skylight..it was very relaxing. Then I took a hot shower. Then I lit some candles, put on a jazz radio station on iTunes, and got in bed at 9pm to fall asleep to the rain. At the time, it was well worth it and I really needed some relaxation. This morning however, it doesn't seem that worth it because I'm back to where I started - freaking out about everything I have to do.
I need about one week to get my life in order and get shit figured out. My head hurts. Peace.
2 comments:
you are one crazy young professional young woman stop it learn how to put in cruise control take it easy, you know find a happy place, and remember IT'S NOT HOW HARD YOU CAN HIT, IT'S HOW HARD YOU CAN GET HIT AND KEEP MOVING FORWARD, THAT'S HOW WINNING IS DONE. Cut out all of the fat, get rid of all the middle men you know the people that are making money from you, the pictures that you are selling next to that guy, whats his name, you know the renound nobody that sells pictures next to yours well look who's selling better, charge more, sell less, makes sense to me, and don't look at yourself as second in that gallery, tell that other dude to , ceyentatay. sit down in spanish that is you are who you are, the best, don't take a seat to nobody, don't feel second or let other people make you feel less, what was that dudes name again? audry who. any life is a peach. let it roll. Oh buy as far as your creditors Hey you'll get it when I get it. Ha. Ha. what the hec
any way by for now DaDo
love you
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